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Hey all... Haiz not feeling gd...Had bad news... Saturday was the muster parade and well it was so boring...Had nothing to do... Well after that me salman shahjahan and rino went to mac to eat...On the way to mac we were mobbed by Donation boxes... Aaargh... at mac we met nazreen and yani that group...And SJ Shared with us his flirting skills... haha... When we left which was about 11.. i had to go buy some stationary.. SJ and naz tagged along... so sweet of them... later that evening me william PL Siwei Eunice Paul Fabian and ping went out to eat steam boat... so nice... it was a buffet but only $10...Then the bad part the conversation was getting out of hand and suddenly for no apparent reason and got Xia Lan until crazy... Even After the food we were walking to marina bay mrt also i kenna... Paul and eunice... Fabian....All made fun i was getting so mad... Siwei then asked us to stay over at her place... I called my parents...but to no avail i felt weird... like something bad was about to happen... So i did no go to SW house at all... I am glad i din... After hearing things from ping this morning i think i would have gone crazy... The last thing i did was to call shann and wish her happy bdae at Midnight.

today... Went out to study...Then play lan...After what ping told me i began contemplating alot... Then ping made me feel better by saying a piece of information that he left out...even still i din feel gd... i went to play ball to vent out my feeling but i could not... i could not stop thinking... Haiz What a BAD Weekend it was... I am feelng so confused right now... I dun know what i should do... Thing always seem to be happening against me...I need some answers... And someone who cares to tell them to me... Haiz... I haven felt like this B4... I want to talk to someone but i always falter... i guess it was not meant to be... i dun even feel like signing off....What the hell....Haiz...